to begin with (my blog seems to be the last to be updated!) i got interviewed! check it out on:
http://www.rock.lk/forum/index.php?topic=310.945
yepp and apart from that we have my blasted exams...for which i am SOOOOO looking forwards to! !@#!$%#$%^!$!@#$@#!@$#@!$@!$!@# *BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!* haha...damn..shame on me! well anyways...my mood swings have been completely out of control, i range from a sweet faced alien to an absolute monster in just a matter of minutes...tsk..but heres what i managed today in two periods of my extreme lows:
Ghosts in a circle
All our ghosts stand in the circle
Just around the corner, where I once stood
To wave at you one last time-
I walk another road and this time I see them again,
Invisible eddies of energy brushing past even though here
There is no breeze to light up my features-
Where is that laughter? Its half fulfilled
Hollow, harsh and ugly to my ears;
Left to resonate in the ghosts of the past
Laughing in a cacophony in that very corner
Where I once stood to wave at you one last time…
its a pretty simple piece but it hurt a lot while i wrote it...hmmm...*looks in the opposite direction* and this:
The city on clouds
The city on clouds I built:
Spires tall embracing the ugly smog within;
I play God and build the chains,
Punish- I am God so why cannot I
Make you feel the pain of your mistake
Make you slaver beneath the sun, the very chains of imagination
My whips- delirium!
Delirium ring the church bells
Resonating a cacophony loud and maddening-
Do you hear those hymns? They are the songs I sing
To ease the pain of those burdened days
When alone and broken I lay, with none to lull me to sleep
But my tainted hymns- hark! Do you see these winding alleys?
Deserted! Here thou shall not hear the patter of small feet,
Sweet laughter and the winds’ song-
Here is my citadel, strong and tall
Spires? Those be my hands stabbing my lonesome sky…
I play god- I am god and punish thee I shall
Pain, pleasure, pain- those eyes bleed scabbed lies,
I bleed to god and god am I,
Coloring the walls of the city on clouds
With the blood I spit in my slavering penance…
which tugged at a few unpleasant memories and emotions...aaah well...so before i decided to update my blog i was actually studying economics but then again my blog is much more important than my exams right! right??!!!! anyways right now im unwinding from my "hard" day of studying with some fallen grace and anathema...oh dear, i better take a break from all this studying before i have a nervous breakdown...*sigh* 
I WISH!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahha....!
